OnE MoRE dAy…

i DONT WANT TO GOOOOOOO!!!  i will miss him so much…he has been my backbone and im not willing to let it go…i never thought its goin to be this difficult…how love? wat m i gonna do without u? im so sorry for causin all the drama and pain in ya life…i know that if it wasnt for you we would have broken up lonng time…u have so much patience n care that has kept this r/ship going…i wanna be wit u as long as time persist…ill never let u go love…things are goin to b so different after this…no more you pampering me, no more seeing u when i feel like it, no more nites to gether, no more sitting n talking for long, no more watchin tv together, no more dinners n movies, no more kisses, no more hugs…so many things love…it hasnt  hit me yet, but i know it will when i leave for the plane…i wouldnt be able to take it…but on the brighter side m gonna b in US…n we can meet as often as we want…but wat if, we have things to do and meet 6 months once?? noooooooo…i wanna c u…ill do watever it takes for our r/ship to last…tho i wouldnt be able to hug u when ya down or give you a kiss but ill be there prayin for all d happiness in the world…ill b there in spirits when ya feeling down n lonely!! ill be holding u close to my heart where u belong…we will go through this distance and after ill never ever wanna leave ya sight!!!! we will do it no matter how much m gonna miss u but we will keep it goin cuz u mean d world to me love…shit i hate this!!!!!