HappY bIRTHdAY jErrY!!
well its my due respect to wish jerry a many more happy returns of the day. we did it!! we manage to pull out an awesome suprise party for him..after all the days i have waited, the day finally came with happy faces, drunkards, sadness, anxiety, stress and every emotion u can think about..it was an awesome feeling , when u have made the man in ya life happy for his bday. i’ll never forget the smile he had…it wasn’t an easy road, but i had wonderful frens to make it happen…thanks to iris, toni, shamini, richard, vitalie, dorin, son and victor…wihout their support i woud have never pull this out..
i loved taking him out for dinner and when he made a toast, it felt so real…like i meant somethin to him…it was beautiful…he loved the food…he din know wat was comin up after tat. he thot we were goin to d bars but i told him we shuld go back to my place 1st and pick the boys up…so we walked in and was suprised with beautiful ppl singin him a bday song!! hehehhe…who will not b happy ryte…yes i wud do nethin for this guy…jus to see him smile…
no doubt he had awesome day with mixed emotions though…but he deserves it…he has done so much for ppl around him…but this helpin attitude somehow doesnt impress me much…i mean yea, its good to help ppl in need but i think there’s a limit to evthin…not go out at 3am when ya drunk to safe some frens!! dun u need to put yaself first…i dunno whether im wrong but this attitude somehow irritates me and makes me feel secondary…when he goes all out to help sum1, i jus dun get it..how much are u gonna help save the world?? does it even make sense? he said if i cant live wit tat attitude i shuld leave him…i dunno wat to do..i dont know whether we’ll ever manage to understand each other..n it hurts cuz deep down i wan to spend my lifetime wit this guy…but will it happen? will this last? i jus feel sumtimes m taken for granted…yea he was very grateful for all tat i did but he says it but he behaves differently..he behaces like he dun bother…n i hate the gals who are his frens!! no im not scared he will leave me for them but y bug him? y cant they jus find sum1 else to disturb…it’s his bday nite n i wanna spend time wit him..cant ppl understand tat?? oh ya even he never understood tat!!! wat else his frens!!!!
ohhhh…im jus tooo tired n dunno wat to do…i dun think love is enuf to pull us thru this r/ship!! there mus b a way but i hate his closeness to other women!!! its like, yea nisha is not gonna leave so i have to safe this other women cuz they NEED me!!1 its insanity…maybe the distance will make us value each other…n when we get together d nex time things shuld be fine…
