wOw…

i am dissapointed!! can u beat it, my bf jus said no for comin to his house ans spending time wit him…he us made me cry…i never ask and when i do he puts me down…he can actually say ‘i wanna be alone’…which bf foesnt want to spend time with their gf??? well yea MINE!!! he comes here for like few minutes and goes off!! when i cooked for him eventho i have so much work to do…and i wanted it to be special, its the 19th and its our third month…y do u have to hurt me like this??? thru out my life i never heard any of my boyfriends say they wanna be alone without me!!! this is sooo new to me….i sooo smell sumthin fishy!!! im jus an exibition!!! and the best part is im gonna leave in a month..does it matter to him??? that he can never spend time wit me after this? i jus have no words to express wat i feel right now…

i mean evthin was fine yesterday…he was there when i was sooo down n needed a shoulder to cry on…i reali thot tat he will always be there for me…but i dun get it, how can my bf say no to me!! when he rarely spends time wit me…and im gonna leave??? this is mere insanity!!!!