Things have been so good. well i guess it was all my fault. but nowadays i feel like i can tell him anything. i feel more comfortable. yesterday, we were lying down and talkin, he remembered that’s its going to be one month together and i was caught by suprise because when Iris asked him the other day, he said he don’t believe in all these. well i do, though it’s not the days that count but the memories but the day we got together can mean something at times. though we have broken up like 3 times in a month but we end up running back to each other’s arms. the fights we have make us understand each other better, though sometimes he gets tired of it.
we had so much fun yesterday, just sleeping and talkin and laughing. im in love all over again. im glad that he knows me so well, my facial expression has to change a bit and he will know something’s wrong. it’s so nice to wake up in the morning, next to him, being in his arms makes me feel so secured. im so happy that this relationship is not based on physical because it will hurt me a lot. he is such an awesome person and deep down i wonder what ill do without him.
i always sit and wonder how God made the world. we are from such opposite worlds and i don’t think we ever thought that we will end in a relationship so serious like this. i don’t know what the future holds, but if God actually brought us together, there must be something in store for us. i rarely tell him how much he means to me, but he does, a whole lot. though there are so many women going after him, and its irritating but i know he loves me. and that’s all i need to know to be with him. i know there’s a lot of loving stored for me and him and i just cant wait for each day because he brings me the smiles i never imagined. i dont expect the road to be smooth but im praying that no matter what happens we will remain strong and believe in t the love we have for each other!!
